Gloom.
kitten   February 26, 2008

There is another force at work here. Something I dare not mention. Something I dare not mention, which compelled me here far earlier than I myself would have chosen. Something I dare not mention, which compelled me here far earlier than I myself would have chosen, and which now rests, sedate. Something I dare not mention, which compelled me here far earlier than I myself would have chosen, and which now rests, sedate; a force feminine speaking words irresistiable. Something I dare not mention, which compelled me here far earlier than I myself would have chosen, and which now rests, sedate; a force feminine speaking words irresistiable into which I can finally repose, but quickens me to stand, take arms, be bold, speak truth, and defend love.

Fleeting.
kitten   February 24, 2008

Just doesn't seem half fair, I tell her in reply to her question, a question to which she already knew the answer. Known it for a long time, I think, but she'd asked anyway, perhaps just to see what I'd do. We could be beautiful, I offer by way of explanation. But she only looks at me expectantly, eyes six fathoms deep, the moment dizzy with potential. If I could make you understand, I finish, as her gaze washes over me with what may be sympathy, and might be disdain. Everything happens for a reason, she says, which is sometimes hard for us to see, and her fingers brush my cheek, my forehead, tracing herself into me. Could have been beautiful, I amend, knowing the moment has passed, and maybe understanding it for what it was.

Confession.
kitten   February 13, 2008

Each time you speak I trace it all back, connecting. To things you've said before, building history I never knew, and how faint your smile at things I say. How you turn your face away from me, into bleak winds of hope for things that don't include me. These connections pull together, somehow, in ways I fear: how I import your emotions raw, apologetic, unwilling, interpreted. How each night empties into dawn without you, and how echoes of your words tumble into me, manifest in daybreak fantasy or deep time's sleep, breaking through lifeless dreams unmoving. How I want you wrapped in my arms, from here until always.


kitten   February 10, 2008

Lots of old-school ebm in the works this time around -- Suicide Commando, Wumpscut, and Grendel, all featured among others, alongside plenty of more melodic tracks from the likes of Imperative Reaction and XPQ-21 and more. Enjoy.

Relentless.
kitten   February 6, 2008

I think I know I need to want to see I will agree to love the way you mean you say you trust you can believe. You say you think you know you will recall a day I said I learn I can't forget the love I never leave. I swear I meant I long to breathe you when you wish you felt complete you understood you fell into my view. You guess you know you sense you see how I admit I fear I feel I reach for you to tell you of desire you always knew.