"That which is overdesigned, too highly specific, anticipates outcome; the anticipation of outcome guarantees, if not failure, the absence of grace."
-- William Gibson, All Tomorrow's Parties
"I believe I can see the future..."

Another night with three hours of sleep, woken by confused birdsong at 0430.

Been following this same routine for what seems like a year now, running myself ragged for why I don't know, and seeming to accomplish only a fraction of what I should be.


June 10, 2005 4:57 AM

Maybe you should see a doctor or something, Bryan. Perhaps you need a message. The right cup of tea might help (if you drank tea, like herbal tea). Oh, I know - you should start taking baths. Although, I'm not sure what the state of your bathroom is, as I didn't venture in there (out of fear of bachelor bathroom) when we visited. And - it'd probably freak your roommate out if you did that. He'd think you were going all Metro on him or something. I don't know ... but I think you just need to be able to truly relax.

Posted by: calliope at June 10, 2005 6:14 AM

You need healthy, natural sleep.

Chew some valarium root, dammit.

Posted by: solios at June 10, 2005 12:43 PM

You'd get more done if you werent reading all the time, but then again, that's getting something done in a way too. I think your sleep issues are likely to just be connected to being unhappy/unfulfilled. I've gone back to experiencing that a lot recently myself.

Try spending somre more time being social and relaxing, likely it will make it easier to get back and really work.

Don't give me any of your "but I hate going out" or "Im too tired/sick to go out" hoarse shite either.

Stupid self replenishing torture circle that is.

Posted by: acb at June 11, 2005 10:40 AM
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