-- William Gibson, All Tomorrow's Parties
The last five days have been the most surreal and emotionally erratic experience I have ever had.
I spent all day today feeling either completely dead inside, or wanting to cry my fucking eyes out.
I caught a flight out of Wichita this evening, and I can only assume that the people sitting next to me thought I was on drugs because of how I was acting. I'm spending Thanksgiving with my parents now, instead of with Nancy.
I don't know that I can talk about what happened.
I don't even really know myself, still.
I just want to sleep, but I know I'm going to feel even worse tomorrow, and right now, I can't even begin to believe it will be better any time soon.
Shoulders available here for crying -- willing to open sanctuary immediately upon your return, if so needed -- round-trip transportation via automobile negotiable
Posted by: calliope at November 25, 2004 8:59 PM
Always got a brother's back.
...my family is nutsPosted by: Stevers at November 26, 2004 12:41 AM
If nothing else, the last week has shown me what amazing friends I have.
I don't even know how to say thank you.Posted by: bda at November 26, 2004 1:19 AM